PART 1:

>bakit ganon ang sakit pag wala na xa?

>pero mas masakit pag magsasama pa kyo

>pero ang pinaka masakit e pag nkikitang mong
wala lng sa knia lhat

....e2 lng masasabi ko

eh ganon tlga ang buhay e

>PAKASAYA KA NA LNG

>PAKASARAP

>TIME TO MOVE ON PRE

>STOP THINKN BOUT HIM

>HE DOESN'T DESERVE U

>MINAHAL MO, MINAHAL KA BA?

>O ANO KA NGYN?....

>ASAN KA?

PART 2:
:::::::oo mahal mo nga xa,,willing kang bgyan xa ng isang pang chance pero sa gitna nun bgla mong malalamn n hahahaha my iba pala xa...bullshit dba???...pero aus lng kwalan nia un di sau...cgro gnon tlaga ang buhay HINDI NA KAYO pero NALOLOKO ka pa din,,napapabilog ulo mo...pinapaikot klng pla....bkt nmn xeng ayaw pang tumigil dba...tpos n sa inio ang lahat ano pa bng kelangn mo sa knia....tgilin mo n sana xa xe lalo ka lng gumagawa ng paraan para mgalit at "kasuklamn" ka nia (shit ang lalim nun word dba?) oo kasuklamn,,gago pla xa e liligaw ligaw manloloko pa din pla...lubayn mo na tsong!!!!hahahaha teddy...hahahaha clue mo yan sana mbasa mo muka k xeng cra e,,hindi na xa papatol p ulit sayo xe ayaw n niang mgkamali ulit...tsk tsk....

pero teka lng wag nmn tayong mging sexist dto...hmmm minsan din xe taung mga babae ngpapaloko sa knila yan tuloy iiyak iyak tyo...mgccce kung bkt pa nten sila pingbgyn haay....ngaun sana nmn tumatak toh sa utak mo tsong...pno dito n lng muna ang paglalabas q ng sama ng loob...hehehehe

minsan sa buhay kelngn tlgang pag daan lht ng mga makakasakit saten tyo pumili nian kaya wala tyong dpat cchin...dba???....ciao

                                                            ~gelai~

many fairy tale weavers made us believe that this fantasies ends up "happily ever after," but as i grasp into this lie it made me believe so... reality speaking not all stories ends happily ever after... wats my point, come to think of it, i was into this this thing called "love addiction " hoping to kiss the prince that was binded by the deadly curse... but guess wat, instead of the kiss that would bring him back into my everlasting love journey... honk!!!!! everything change it was like seeing me on a red hood marching excitedly just to see my grandma but all i saw was this ugly scary wolf.... what a crap... this experience woke me up into a reality that made me think that fairy tales are only for KIDS.... look I'm not a pessimistic person I'm just jiving into the reality of what love would really be... experience counts... love couldn't change the world, i believe that only the impossible can acess the serendipity that we all are waiting for.... but for me this can change my world; "Surrendering everything to HIM coz i know HE has somethng better for me..."

-gayle-

at dis very moment,,i feel so depressed....he just kept on buggn up my mind,,and i cnt take him off my mind...i wnted to text him nor call him up but i just can't...pride is holdn me back to do dos stuffs but then i know i want him and i need him but i need to luv myself first...i dnt wnna get hurt and suffer that fuckin pain again...i dnt wnna repeat that same old shitty mistakes that iv'e done...i love him soo much but im jst too afraid to fall in his trap again...i hope after this night everythin will flow in the ryt track..

                                                                -gayle-

This I gotta tell ya so you can’t even act surprised
I’ll be gone tomorrow
It’s too late to apologize
I don’t wanna beg you to treat me like you need to
It’s gonna hurt me but I gotta go
I thought I could change ya
But I really had to check myself
I can’t seem to change ya and I’m just going through hell
I refuse to do it anymore
What am I still here for if your heart ain’t in it no more

I can’t make you love me
Make you want me
Ain’t no excuses boy
I’m about to lose it boy
You’re leaving me no choice
There’s no excuse at all
I can’t make you need me
Make you happy
Cuz you make excuses boy
I’m about to lose it boy
You’re leaving me no choice
And there’s no excuse at all

Why you want to play me like I don’t know what’s going on
Calling you all day and you’re not picking up your phone
I don’t have the patience to keep on waiting when I know its going nowhere
You promised you would tell me if ever something might’ve changed
You can keep your word because I know that it’s just not the same
So just be a man about it
And tell me if your heart ain’t in it no more

I can’t make you love me
Make you want me
Aint no excuses boy
I’m about to lose it boy
You’re leaving me no choice
There’s no excuse at all
I can’t make you need me
Make you happy
Cuz you make excuses boy
I’m about to lose it boy
You’re leaving me no choice
And there’s no excuse at all

I can try to deny and that you’re still mine
Say one day that you’ll come around
But babe we can get it back
Maybe we’ll make it right
But the love we’ve lost can’t be found
And all these excuses that are making so much time that I’ve wasted
Tomorrow it’ll all be over
And all your days will be a little bit colder without me

I can’t make you love me
Make you want me
Ain’t no excuses boy
I’m about to lose it boy
You’re leaving me no choice
There’s no excuse at all
Make you need me
Make you happy
Cuz you make excuses boy
I’m about to lose it boy
You’re leaving me no choice
And there’s no excuse at all